I wish I knew what it was like to wake up and feel gorgeous.. I want to know what it’s like to not have to wear make up and still be able to feel confident. I want to know what it’s like for guys to look at me and think that I’m super pretty without make up and in sweat pants. I just want to know what it’s like to be super confident. Is there anybody that feels that way? Or does every girl want to know this feeling..? Is there any girl that feels super pretty all of the time?
The best feeling in the world is knowing that somebody cares for you as much as you care about them. When you know that somebody wants to listen to your problems and help you out as much as possible. When you know that you always have somebody to count on, you feel amazing. But what about the people that don’t have that feeling? Do they feel empty.? Unwanted? I know how they feel. I feel like I’m not worth anybody’s time.. I feel like people over look me and think that I don’t need to feel wanted.. I don’t feel special and I don’t feel like I can tell ONE person everything.. I let it all build up until I tell 15 different people my problems..as if they really care..
how can i go forward when i don’t know which way i’m facing? — john lennon
I can’t get over you. You’re so sweet and you make my feel so comfortable. I’m able to be myself with you. But then you have these moments where you piss me off. But I always forgive you. Why are you putting me through this? I know that we’ll never be able to be together. It’s torture.
Being with you was great while it lasted.. I loved being with you. But then, it became a struggle.. I didn’t know what to do. I felt like I had to constantly impress you and keep you interested. I knew that you talked to other girls, so I knew that you wouldn’t stay around forever. I tried and I tried, you didn’t though. I didn’t get what I had done, but now looking back, I’ve realized that you just wanted fun and I wasn’t enough for you.
To me, it’s pretty obvious that I care a lot about you. But I don’t think you see it. Or, maybe you just chose to ignore it. I want you to realize that I don’t say the things I do just to say them. I say them because I want you to know that I care about you. You mean a lot to me, but I guess it just doesn’t matter.
I swear, the fact that you treat me like shit really hurts. I try so hard for you. I’m so sweet and it always backfires. You’ve hurt me for the last time.